9.27.2005

Kill My Neighbour

Don't you just hate neighbours that block your gate with their vehicles ALL THE TIME?! If you don't get those sort of neighbours, good for you. I have been tolerating and being nice all the time with this neighbour, asking them politely to move their car or pajeros but today, my limit is up.
You see, the roads between the houses here are very narrow, only allowing one vehicle to pass thru. Whenever I come home or am in a rush, I cannot enter my house, because this idiotic neighbour of mine will park their cars halfway at their gates and halfway at mine. I don't understand this neighbour, why they have so many cars eventhough they can park at least 2 in their home. (they have at least 4 by the way). In a way, my driving skills increase cause I have to learn to gauge the width of my car to be able to squeeze thru such an odd, narrow angle into my house.
Well, today, I asked their servant politely to call the owner of the car to repark his car. I waited there for him to come out. That bloody guy took his own sweet time, as if the world belonged to him. I told him loudly, but politely to move his car. He nodded but at the same time, making a rude face at me. He took his time to walk to his car, started his car, then came down slowly again to put something in the garden, then slowly walk back to his car, then turning to check if I was still standing there. Yes. I was. Because at that split second, anger raged thru my bloodstream and I stood there with my arms folded, glaring at him till he moved the car away. Honestly, if I had a gun I would have shot him on the spot and ask someone to tow his car away. That was how angry I got when my patience go above average.
And today, I was bullied by the guard in my company. I didn't let him.
I don't understand. Just because I'm nice or polite to people, they want to take full advantage of me. I hate it and I get that very often with men. Fuck them all. To hell they burn. I have no sympathy for people such as these. Mean people that deserve nothing. So lucky God still loves them.
Ah! I've chilled down now. What a nice relief! I have put heavy flower pots as a barrier so that anyone that parks their car in front of my house doesn't go beyond that line. If my neighbour is thick enough to remove it and continue parking like they always do, I will damage their car silently. If you are my neighbour, just don't mess with me. I may look meek and cowardly, but when my patience and temper has gone berserk, that's it. I'll do anything to destroy. Doesn't matter who you are.
J